"I really lost myself. I don’t know who I am anymore. Am I a good person? Am I a bad person? I don’t know, I can’t understand my own feelings. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard to express them with words. Feeling sad, empty, dead inside, hated, alone, insecure, numb, worthless, hopeless and more is awful, but not being able to discuss them with ones who love you is Hell."